I'm Waiting...

I'm waiting
endlessly these days...
I feel as if,
there will be no
solution to my toils.
Whenever,
I tell myself that it's alright
and that
the reason why
i'm not falling
is because of something
good,
I feel as if
I am unfair.
I'm not falling
for anyone
and no one yet
claimed my heart,
it feels strange,
and not right.
All of my friend's hearts
are quickly replaced
while my heart
does not...
I find a fault
in everyone I meet,
and cannot find
a person
of my comparison.
I'm waiting for someone
to show me
that I am wrong,
that there are
people in this world
that share what I believe,
and will give me what
I want.
I want to believe that
this fickle
stubborness
is that of a wonderful
in born nature...
and that my judgement
surpasses any
fast love.