Staring back into the Eyes of Fear

As death passes by, I see my reflection in the mirror.

I'm wondering if that image is me or if it's my own fear.

That emotion that controls every depth of my soul.

That feeing of loneliness forever in the flow.

The silence kills me every time it approaches and i am now under thoughts of depression.

I have tried my best to seek out these feelings but every time i come close I am stopped by possession.

I see myself in the mirror and i see only loss.

I feel like the worlds biggest loser as my life is at cost.

I just wanna take the pain away before its too late.

I want it to be like the old times when we were together with fate.

My only witness is myself yet I'm unable to speak.

I'm a mime with millions of words too weak.

My mind is set on killing the anger inside.

But every chance i get it fades and then dies.

My life is an ever growing enigma trapped in its own power.

I have forced every nerve on end to face death but the control inside has nothing left.

I'm out to solve a puzzle, that has already been solved.

As i look at it from within though, i see the pieces about to fall.

Can you feel me reach out for love?

Can you taste the sensation of the imprisonment blood?

This is time ever glowing with fear.

The distant anger that possesses the ear.

Hearing what the mind wants to hear with nothing to say.

All the emotions i show just all fade away.

They seem like a setting sun when it rises the next day.

Setting for the time of darkness to come, then coming back to stay.

This is my mind in an approach to find whats not there.

A puzzle i cant solve because it isn't all fair.

It kills everything inside when you can do nothing at all.

It waits for your imbalanced emotions to fall.

So now i am left with a positive thought.

Because staring at my reflection is all iv got.