I hate the feelings I try to hide
So ashamed for feeling I must live this lie
It's all your fault I feel insane
So all I do is shead my tears in the rain
Maybe no one will notice all my pain
And in all my sorrow
I can't help but wonder if I'll reach tomorrow
Trying to run away from all these emotions
But I always end up tangled in myself
Reminding myself that I can't get away from all this comotion
You should really try sometime
Try to look straight through my eyes
See what I see
Understand why I can't feel what I feel
But somehow everytime, you make me crawl on my knees
Begging you please;
Don't let me go
Why am I always the one to get hurt
When I didn't even start this heart-falling disaster
I keep falling, falling faster
I hate the feelings I try to hide
But even more...
I hate that I can't do it
