This is what you did to me

I cant control what i have lost
i gave up everything at no cost
it seems im lost in the blackness of your heart
i live off you tearing my life apart
i let the pain seep into my veins
i put all my effort into making you feel the same
the sun hides from my window
im left alone with fear to swallow
stars from hell light up my night sky
evils poison soaks into my time
i hide and swallow all of my tears
i can see my gave so pale and clear
i have no one to run to so i just lay there and cry
when the morning comes i wont be afraid to die