I don't know what to do
You're gone now
I didn't have a clue
When i talked to you
You said it wasn't me
Well if it wasn't me then who
You couldn't answer me
So i just stared at you blankly
Finally you said one day you'll see
You said one day you'll thank me
I didn't understand
I wasn't thinking clearly
But you said one day you'll find out and you'll hear me
So i thought to myself
What was he going to do
He said you don't no how many times I've really thought this threw
As he pulled out the knife
I was so blind
I thought i could help him save his life
But it backfired on me
I thought wrong
How could i save his life
If he's pointing at me with the knife
I saw the white light
As my world turned to night
I was dead just like that
And my life was still there in front of me
Not flashing before my eyes
Not anything like that
But then I saw his face before me
And i woke up, it was all a dream
So I lie there awake thinking of what it ment
Then I looked at my wrists and saw that they were slit
The knife was there beside me
The exact one from the dream
Maybe it was trying to tell me something
I know exactlly what it means
So when will the pain stop
Not until you're dead
That's what i asked
And that's what still continues to run through my head
