My world stops
as the universe is disturbed.
Once again I take a breath
to try to start time again.
My thoughts are wasted
within my words that I wish not to speak.
When is this all going to die
vanish as i then start to weep.
My tears become rivers that soon revolve into an ocean.
The ocean of lost emotions forever trapped.
Do I dare think about actually taking that breath.
The inhale then exhale method to slow down reality.
The reality that haunts me and hold me pushes me back from living .
Nothings the same and it never will be.
My soul is wondering in a meadow unannounced.
My body's now weak as i make a fist worth no grip.
Just the demented pain scatters and invades my body.
When is this going to disappear
and vanish as I start to weep.
I try to be strong for you
and hold up everything around me.
But my mind is weak and crumbles as i give in.
My hate, questions, and pitty
holds me to the ground sucking all the air out of my lungs
As i stare into there eyes and do absolutely nothing.
When is this going to stop
vanish as i start to weep.
The world is still at its halt
Yet everything is a blur.
It might just be my mind playing tricks on me
or maybe my eyes are just stained with tears.
I\\\'m shivering with confusion and somehow a frozen heart appears.
I feel so sensation or a warm touch or your loving soft kiss.
When is this going to....
it finally vanishes as i start to weep.
