Havent seen my heart

You whisper softly in my ear,
all the words i long to hear.
you touch me here you touche me there,
slowly you put your fingers through my hair.
you ask me why right now i crying,
as a tear falls down, slowly dying.
God I'm so happy just to be with you,
i know that for along time we've been through,
i know we still are and that I'm dreaming,
i awake crying, screaming.
nothing in the world compares to this,
to love you and not have you makes me long for bliss.
you left me and now i cry,
you left me, now i want to die.
before i cut, you loved me deep,
now i only have you when i sleep.
you wonder why i go to bed at night,
and wake up screaming about our fights.
I'm sorry i hurt you, hurt you bad,
but cant you see how this makes me mad?
i cant be with you,
i don't even see you,
the way i used to,
before we were through.
but were different now,
and still, somehow.
i long for you to whisper in my ear,
all the words i long to hear.
i long for you to touch me there,
and run your fingers through my hair,
i want you to ask me why I'm crying,
as a tear falls down, slowly dying.
God i miss how we used to be,
with my heart you did flee.

and i haven't seen it since.