You made me Cut

It wasn't suppose to be like this,
It was suppose to be easy.
No matter how hard I try,
I will never be happy.

Every-time I look into your eyes.
I get lost.
Every-time you touch my hand,
You steal my heart.

I just want what's best for you,
And in my opinion that's me.
But in your eyes,
You see it differently.

No matter what I do,
I can't forget you.
I keep trying,
But my feelings keep coming through.

You tell me what I want to hear,
Then you break my heart.
What did I do to deserve this pain,
When did it start?

It seems like I don't have a choice,
I don't want to do this.
But I see no way out,
I'm fixing to lose it.

So with one final hug,
And one final kiss.
I'll take our memories with me
And begin to cut my wrists.