This years fights

Today was like no other
day we have had this year
today was a good day
for that i did not fear

since the day
i started to cut
everyone has been fighting
over the stupidest things

i fought with everyone
expect a select few
i called them bi***es
them having no clue

with one i waited
only a month or two
we became best friends
though we knew it wasn't true

it was only a matter of weeks
where i fought with her too
her getting mad at me
it felt like a frickin zoo

everyday i was in another
stupid little fight
over this, that and whatever else
they knew it wasn't right

it was just 4 of us 7
that were screaming everyday
over some regrets
that i had yet not made

it took me a while
her and them too
to realize the fights were childish
selfish and untrue

so we all pulled out
and i was free of a fight
it felt so different
yet it felt so right

this the first day
in about a million years
where i have not
ended up in tears