CANT SLEEP

I cant sleep
cant close my eyes
cant drop off
cant take those lies
I'm worried now
you saw my scars
and you know now
its gone too far
how long until everyone knows
how long before the real me shows
and you see that I'm not that girl
the smiling bitc that makes me hurl
I'm worried now
as i saw you laugh
you saw my pain
and ran so far
I'm scared that everyone will see
the piece of shit
that i call me
I'm worried now
i don't want to talk
as i think of the me
i once stalked
and i wish i was the real me
the one that everyone does see
the me that i once knew before
the me that had a hidden core
but times change
and so did i
as that me slowly died
it drained away the blood inside
and made my scars so hard to hide
I'm worried now
cant get too sleep
i wonder if I'm in too deep

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