Second breakup blues

You called me around ten.
we talked for a while,
then you said we should break up...again,
now it's hard for me to smile,
you said you would make this work,
I didn't know what to believe,
you are such a jerk,
for making me fall in love with you again, Steve,
you say we can stay friends,
and that you'll still be there,
but if we hang out I can't just pretend,
that I don't care,
I have written many poems before,
mostly about the first time you broke my heart,
it doesn't hurt anymore,
not gonna fall for it again; just to smart,
I say those things like they are true,
but nothing I say,
can change the fact that I'm in love with you,
still hurting from the breakup in May,
that was two years ago and I'm still hurting,
a lot has happened from me going out with Beau,
to you talking to Britney and flirting,
I'm over you but I still love you,
first loves are hard to forget,
now the only thing I want to do,
is forget the day we met.