The voices in my head
monsters calling name
i close my eyes and feel cold
i open my eyes and i am in the doorway of hell
the voices in my head are talking to me
saying i should walk through the doorway and fall to my death
i am their victim
they would love to watch me fall
they're saying that i am worth nothing
that i am the destruction of everything that happen around me
they say i am a nightmare, a disaster
that i am a lost cause and not a hero
they are my world
they control me
but i want to prove them wrong
it hurts
i can't stand the pain
i want to die
i have to fight
i can't cry
they feast on my fears
they thirst on my tears
i have to escape
when i try to make a sound no one hears me
i just want to scream
i am bleeding in the inside
pouring out what i now have left
death before my eyes
i want to think that they are all lies
i am losing my mind, i have to hide
i need help, will i be denied by Christ
i wan to run but all i do is fall behind
i am clutched by white light
i have fell
but with angels beside me
[This poem is from me and basicly tell you people what i have to see each and everyday, i really hope you like it and check out my other poems while your at it!!
