Dad, Goodbye

Dad, why did you have to leave?
What provoked you to cause this much grieve?
you were my all my everything
to me sadness is what you'll bring

I know you hurt I know you were sad
but now I'm sad it hurts, makes me mad
I look back at my life with you
it makes me cry my life is ruined too

Times went by that we had so much fun
others were times when we just felt like bums
I have little soil left in my heart from when you died
you ripped out the flower and ruined it with ur suicide
my moms trying to plant a new seed but it will never grow as bright.
for theres not a man in this world that could be like us which was tight.

I've tried forgetting thinking you'll come back
but I always remember when you gave almost me a heart attack.

you though we would be happier
you though you made us glad
but you didnt all you did was make us mad and very very sad

So I know I'll have to lift my head high
for once again when I say GoodBye

~~Dedicated to my Dad who commited suicide although he can't see this i just wrote it for him to tell him i loved him more than anything on this earth and he will never stop being my Daddy and I'll never stop being his Little BugButt:(:(~~