I hurt myself...
Not to free the pain like everyone else does...
but to punish myself
I punish myself for still thinking about you...
I punish myself for still crying over you
I punish myself for cheating on me and the people who care for me
I punish myself for forcing me to forget you without succeeding
I punish myself for looking at you sadly...
I punish myself for hurting me
I punish myself for losing tears over you
I punish myself for being so fragile
I punish myself for letting you tear me apart
I punish myself for not having control over me
I punish myself for not being able to get over you
I punish myself for not being able to move on
But dont worry...I wont havto punish myself anymore
