Today....March 5 2005

hey chick im so sory for all the things i blamed on oyu i dont know what got into me i wish you would have called me when you were sad i would have been ther in a heart beat and you know it i love you chicka an i miss you so much me you and ash all need to hang out one of these weekends anyways.....im sry again even though i know it doesnt really help but i luv you chick and call me sometime k ttyl
Sam

hey gurl, you know i loved the poem...and i wanted to say again that i am truely sorry that i wasn't able to hang out with you today...it sucks, i know...i had to live with it all my life...somehow I feel like I have no energy left to enjoy life anymore...you are truely one heck of a great best friend...i wish that you never had to be sad for any reason...you were so in love...something i will always admire...God does things for a reason chica and still somehow I am unable to say much more then that because I don't know all the answers...but you know I love ya lots and I am here for you whenever you need me the most and even if there is a time that I wasn't, I probably had no clue or just didn't understand what you're going through...I try my very best to say the right things at time, its like words on my tongue that won't come out!...I wish I could wipe away all your tears so that no more would a tear have to run down your cheek! well i better go...lov ya lots, your best friend forever and beyond ever, jen