Euthanasia

Begging for mercy
expecting a miracle
that cuts the pain
erase the suffering
sometimes being alive
is not a good thing
and it gets worse
every time you take a breathe

COMPASSION IS NOT WHAT I NEED!

why shouldn't i just give up?
why should i stay in this world?
why the blood
keeps running through my veins
if what i feel is pain?
just let me pass away!

physical pain
not as bad as the pain inside
still being pain
and both of them are not nice
press the switch
and go with the flow
happiness is your goal
but you'll never feel it if you're hurt
nothingness is better than worst!

it's not murdering
it's not suicide
it's the best medicine
that a doctor can apply
pills and psychologist advices
will not heal your heart
will not heal the unhealthy
the best choice is close your eyes...
forever...