If i am not in my body

I know the way you turn from me
not wanting your eyes to see
the hurt and pain
you sit there in your shame

there are tears in my eyes
and the disappointment in your sighs
the tear drops never lie
and with them i wish to die

i know this phase will become my past
i know that it cannot last
for if it were true
i could truly hate you

all the torment drove me insane
and what did you hope to gain
life goes on never ending
so my soul ill be lending