Give Me

Sorry but this was when i was really effing pissed off at my brother and this is how i feel about him day after day....

Give me a f u c k i n g gun and let me pull the trigger right before your eyes,
it would probably be your dream come true to sit there and watch me die.
Give me a f u c k i n g razorblade,
and watch me hit a vein.
Give me a f u c k i n g rope and tie it into a noose,
and then watch me step off of the f u c k i n g chair and hang loose.
Give me a f u c k i n g bottle of tylenol three,
and then watch me drink a f u c k i n g two-six of whiskey.
Give me a f u c k i n g garage and sit me in a car on my f u c k i n g ass,
and then watch me suffocate to death in the gas.
Give me a f u c k i n g bottle of poison and open up the lid,
and then watch and not realize what you f u c k i n g did.
Give me a f u c k i n g tank of gas and a lighter,
and watch my breath go tighter and tighter.
Give me anything that will f u c k i n g kill me,
because i know that is what you f u c k i n g want to see.

© Jenna Elphick
March 5, 2005