One Boy

One boy dark and week
had so many secrets that he had to keep
it wasn't a accident his mother died
his father set it up so it looked like suicide
so many nights he spent up crying
his world around him was falling
he tired to tell cops so many times
it wasn't his mothers choice to die
but they sent him home with smiles on there face
then they all laughed and called him crazy
the only time he feels safe is when he holds a gun
the only time he's scared most
is when he sees his father driving home
hes run away one or twice
he's tried to comment suicide about nine tries
but the lies kill him the most inside
he wanted to be next to his mother forever
whether hell or heaven it didn't mature
holding his safety right to his head
he pulled the trigger
and now hes dead