Do you still...

Do you still wanna see that pain?
here, i'll carve it in my arm

do you still wanna feel what i did?
here, i'll set fire to your heart and soul

do you still wanna know what its like?
here, i'll die right now

do you still wanna see that pain?
do you still wanna feel what i did?
do you still wanna know what it's like?

i can tell you i went through hell
i experienced so many things
i can't understand why you want that

those things are why i cry myself to sleep
those things are why i get drunk alone
those things are why i wish to die some nights

those things are the things that haunt me

do you still wanna see that pain?
here, watch your best friend ruin his life

do you still wanna feel what i did?
here, watch him then try to end his life

do you wanna know what it's like?
here, realize you can't save him

do you still wanna see that pain?
do you still wanna feel what i did?
do you still wanna know what it's like?

cause i sure as hell don't.