True friend in my heart,
you broke it now and left a mark.
I still love you and always will,
but the mark is such a kill.
I can’t take this anymore
and I decide to cut the core.
Deeper in I cut, everything is getting black,
the only person I see now is you and your cat.
Memories run through my head,
I feel the pain and it starts to spread
Old memories make me cry,
and I can’t wait ‘till I die.
I have no power, I can’t stop this,
I want to say goodbye and give you a last kiss.
I try to stand up, but I fall,
there’s no time left, it’s making me feel so small.
I don’t know what’s been made,
I’m just waiting for it to fade.
My room is getting darker,
my life is such a f**ker!!
I see the cross on my wall,
it looks so big, and I’m so small,
tears run down my face,
I hope there’s someone to take my place.
I feel nothing now, I can’t see a thing,
I fall on the floor, and the birds stop to sing.
I’m sorry to leave this way,
I hope your life will be ok.
I wish I did this outside,
The blood is spreading really wide.
To cry or not, you decide,
I am really sorry for my suicide!
