Desperation

She stares at the telephone
not picking up her call
she just wants to dissappear
and be forgotten by all

desperation overrides her
she knows not how to deal
the thing she misses most in life
is the ability to feel

darkness closes in around her
her mind explodes with her fears
she can't believe what she's seeing
she's crying bloody tears

pain-ridden pools of hate
replace her once blue eyes
she hates the fact that her life
is just a world of lies

she cannot believe
that she really wants to die
she feels compelled to kill herself
she just doesn't understand why