or sign in with e-mail
by jenn Mar 6, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I miss the old times. I miss the way things were. Back when things made sense. The way it was before. I can't get over how Things have changed so much. Things just aren't the same and I feel like I'm losing touch. Things are fading away I can barely remember the good times. The memories are becoming a blurr and I just can't ignore the signs. I feel like I'm gonna lose it. and I don't know what to do. things are going to hell and I wish I could start anew. I have messed up so bad. that I don't even know where to begin. I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to mend. I can't go back and change it. I really wish I could. I've ruined so much for everyone and I wish things would be like they should.