Sedusha, We all have these terrible feelings in life, as a matter of fact in less than 6 hrs. I have lost two very dear friends, last night. They were only in their 40's both had a heart attack. Please keep me in your thoughts tonight and say a little prayer for me. I have a few rough days ahead. Take Care, and I do love you, regardless if you care for me or not. Great write and I can relate. hugs, lol, *Ann*

even if you try,you can never ever turn out bad...b'coz you are blessed with such a caring and loving soul...remain the way you are and someday everything will be at ur feet...take care and keep smiling...FIVE>>>