I see it in her eyes time she smiles
i see it, hiding behind the lies
i can see it cause i know her
i can sense it when she talks
and i can sense it when she doesnt
the once happy girl i knew
it wasn’t her choice and there is nothing she can do
its killing my soul to watch her suffer
there is nothing i can do to help
nothing i can do to stop the pain
the absolute darkness that now fills her once bright soul
everyday i think and every night i cry
a constant feeling of emptiness
and i can’t stand to see her go through that
if i could i would take it all away
if i could i would make her happy
that’s all i want, to see her happy again
when she is in pain, so am i
i just wish she knew how much i love her
i don’t ever want to lose her
but i feel i am, i feel her drifting
and its killing every part of me
ripping my heart apart
my soul grows dark with the pain
i just want to take it away
she doesn’t deserve any of it
she has such a beautiful soul
that is now eclipsed by the darkness
the overwhelming darkness
this is for my best friend, i love you so much shan
