Last Day

I've told you so much
but I've kept so much more
I keep it inside, you ask why,
but I'm not sure.
There's so much that
words can't tell
please don't ask
Let me into my shell
but before i leave,
there's something i need to say
I just want you to know
that this will be my last day
I said that i wouldn't
i know that i swore
but the pain and this life,
I can't take anymore!
so give me a last hug
and one final kiss
please make it quick
and forget about all of this
Forget about our friendship
and everything we had
This is my last day,
but please don't be sad.
Just remember in your heart
that I'm always by your side
I'll be there for you
even after my suicide.
My heart is pounding hard now
I really must go
The reasons why I'm doing this,
you'll never understand, you'll never know.
Things are just so bad
and my life is a living hell
They never would have known
Could they even tell?
Just know that nothing you said
could have made anything better
Just remember me in your heart
as you cry and you read
my suicide letter.

i'm kinda depressed right now... and i really wanna kill myself, so yeah.. i wrote this poem.. i hope you like it.. rate and comment if u want, it would mean alot to me, thanks