A Choice Unmade

To live, to die
the choice has not been made
will i survive
the question remains
this life is getting old
though it seems to fade
it just hurts so much
knowing just one little touch
and ill be on my way
away from the pain
i dont know what to say
when the doctors announce
im insane
i feel trapped inside a cage
feeling alone in this world of rage
a choice unmade
to keep on living
or to stop this hate
my faith is fading
this subject is tiring
everyday of my life
there seems to be a fight
my only real wish
is to take flight
whats there to do
when i feel so alone
my hopes are drifting
my dreams there fading
my worst nightmare
has become a reality
its hard for me to share
all the feelings trapped inside
my heart is cold
broken with hurt
lost with hate
i have a choice
still unmade