I cannot live my life without you

I just want to reach my hands out and hold you and caress you.
I cannot get this feeling out of me.
I look upon your picture and just dream of holding you once again in my arms.
It was only yesterday I saw you. But in time, yesterday is tooo long ago.
I am waiting in anxiously for your arrival.
It will not be for another week that I can see you again.
If I had a choice to die or live without you, I would rather die because only then in my dreams I can hold you tight.
Please I beg you. Do not ever leave me.
I think I love you.
I definitely need you.
I most certainly want you.
I have to have you.
Otherwise this heart will be shattered forever.
And doomsday for my soul will come even sooner then all expected.
Please I beg you I will behave and do as you wish... but please do not let this poor wretched soul die in the cold. I want to stay in your heart... Warm and loved.