Past Days

Close your eyes
And let the pain drip away
That feeling you despise
Will no longer stay

Think of the beautiful sky
And the birds that sing
Don't let yourself cry
Only happiness this will bring

Don't think about him
Or about your love
Is this a sin
Or an opportunity from above

It all comes back from past days
The memory of happy
Watching as it decays
Becoming shallow and sappy

The green grass and laughing
Light from the clouds
How I lost it is baffling
I was so content and proud

Sleep is calling me
Just to close my eyes
I want to flee
Stop all of these cries

I hear a simple lullaby
Coming from my mothers lips
Before she ever made me cry
I trace these wounds with my finger tips

My grandmas words are so sweet
As I sit on her lap
I admired this simple feat
From the distance I hear a tap

The blood splatters down
With a rhythmic tone
I remember when I lost my Disney crown
I was so unhappy, so down

My best friends embrace
Feels so unreal
When she tells me this is the last time I'll see her face
I don't know what to feel

My eyes close as my breath gives way
Bleeding from this open vein
Saying goodbye to the night and day
As it all runs down the drain