Regrets

I hear my name being shouted distantly
I look up but my blurry vision disables me to see anything
then i see two figures running towards me
I feel my throat tighten
I feel myself sweat
I feel so numb yet i feel all the pain
I take another look at the blade in my hand
I shift my gaze to my wrist
The blade slowly touches my skin
I feel cold
The next moment i feel a sharp pain
All i can see is blood
I look up as the two figures approach me and hold me close
i feel myself give up
I try to hold on
I regret all the lies i told
I regret all the mistakes i made
I try to forget about the pain and try
Just as i feel breathless
I begin to choke
On the tears or the blood i dont know
i look up at the two figures
And say the only thing i can,
"I'm sorry"
And now i have no regrets