Myself

I hate looking at my reflection
Horrible awful cruel complexion
Looking at the horrible view
Why cant I look like they do

Why am I so bloody fat
Making me the object of that
Horrible thing called bullying
To get away I'd do anything

I hate my self so bloody much
Destroying everything I touch
I'm useless at the things I do
I want to be perfect just like you

No one ever says I look nice
Look me up and down, eyes cold as ice
Never once been told I'm pretty
Plenty of times been said I look shitty

Never get asked out at school
Never been considered cool
Who am I sometimes loser or loner
Sometimes even bloody stoner

Run from my disgusting place
Fly away from this awful place
All I want is to be like her
Will I ever? NO, never