She never left me

Tonight the stars look over me
As I rest my head to cry
as i pray to god one final night
I wish my mum goodbye

I never hoped or dreamed it
I never wished it so
But the other day it happened
And my mother had to go

I pray to God to love her
To make sure she is well
That everything Is perfect
Unlike this place I dwell

I pray that you won’t leave her
Like she had left me
And I hope that she is happy now
And that she always will be

I pray to help my sister
My brothers and my dad
Because of the way she left us
She made my house so sad

I pray I overcome this
And for the strength to keep me strong
And for things to be back to normal
For it seems normality has gone

I pray she watches over me
And that she will hold my hand
Through everything I come to face
And that she’ll understand

I know everyone’s there for me
But they can’t feel my pain
I feel the worlds been pulled apart
And it will never be the same

No one could ever imagine
The pain I have to bare
Or feel the way I’m feeling
How life can be unfair

But suddenly my tears run out
And night begins to fade
I feel a hand upon my shoulder
that’s when i feel so brave

But my mother never left me
Her presence is always near
And as long as i know that
I have nothing else to fear