Diddums (best friend poem)

Not really a slang poem it just wouldn't accept the nicknames.

This is for my Diddums, Joesy, Joey, my rock and best friend in the whole world, from her munchkin –x-x-x-

A tear falls from my cold dark eyes,
And is caught before it lands,
I tried to kill myself time and again,
But it seems she has other plans,

I try to scream with pain and fear,
And she takes it all away,
She stops me wanting my blade as much,
She’s why I’ll live for another day,

I sit alone with tears brimming,
And long for someone near,
No one else knows but my rock,
And quickly she appears,

She takes all of my worries,
And mends them with a hug,
Whenever I need somebody,
She’s the one I’m thinking of,

I’m her big teddy bear,
She always holds my heart tight,
I’ll never forget the time she was there,
While I cried through the night,

When I lost the one I loved,
She took care of me,
And when she needs somebody,
There I’ll always be,

Munchkin and Diddums,
Here to save the world,
Best friends forever,
She’s better than any other girl,

Who else could be my hero?
But the one that knows me best,
Who else could save my life?
When she’s put to the test,

Who else could make me laugh?
When all I feel are tears,
Who is closer to me than any?
Of the friends I\'ve had over the years,

Who loves the chocolate?
Who sees the big snake?
Who drives the hearse?
Who forgives me for throwing it late?

Who is my Diddums?
My rock, my pebble, my stone?
Who is the best person?
That I have ever known,

Who do I care about?
Who do I adore?
Yes it’s you my Joesy,
And I couldn\'t love you more!

*All votes and comments greatly appreciated as always*