When you get lost, you're supposed to turn around and go the way you came right?
What if you can't take that road...what if it no longer exists? Do you keep going and hope that you'll get to where you've intended to go?...
It may just be easier for someone to come along and find you, but to let other people in has always been something too hard to do.
One day you do wait, you let them find you...but then you just get reminded of the reason that you were always so scared.
The reason that you'd rather find them, not let them find you, the reason you didn't know how to care, and most importantly the reason you never really knew what to do if you did have someone.
