Pain

Reopening the wounds on my heart,
A pain that will not subside,
I cannot make it stop,
Too many times I've tried.

The wind blows against me,
My sadness makes the branches weep,
Never am I happy,
Not even in my sleep.

The world around me spins,
While I stand still alone,
I have nowhere to go,
I'm just a rolling stone.

I go where gravity pulls,
But the wind does not shake me,
I don't make my own decisions,
I do not posses the ability.

It's just too bad,
My life is this way,
But I guess dealing is the cure,
For every painful day.