Wondering?

I wonder if i deserve you

I wonder If its worth all the lying

Wondering day and night never stopping

Feeling paranoid, stressed, saddened by the fact of what was said

Wondering if I should go..
Or if we should wait

I get the feeling I'm just a pretty face, even though U told me I'm much more to you.

I wonder if you truly care

I wonder if it was a little to sudden

Would it be worth it to keep it all bundled up in side for the next 6months?

I have to ask my self all these things

Because I wonder if its not just a game for you

I wonder if love exists sometimes

I don't want to think i have that with you, and find out that i can never see again

People can always say one thing and do another

I don't want that it to be that way

If i say it i mean it. No joking

If you say it i hope you mean it too

I don't want to rush..nice and slow..take it easy

I'm not saying that i don't like the idea of us

I just wonder if all the lying and sneaking around is worth it in the end

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