I cried myself to sleep. My heart aching and throbbing, I could barely breathe.
As I fell asleep I thought i was dying, closing my eyes slowly as I gasp for breath. And as I slept, nightmares and and caged beasts were free to rule my mind.
I was trapped inside hell that night. I was trapped inside my mind.
When I woke up though, I had this feeling of nothingness. I couldn't feel anything.
I couldn't feel the cold floor.
I couldn't feel the hot shower.
I couldn't feel the second degree burn i got from leaning on a hot stove.
Most of all, I couldn't feel the pain you gave me.
I couldn't feel the heartache of losing you.
I couldn't feel the memories we had.
I couldn't feel my heart.
This was supposed to worry me, but I didn't feel it.
All I could do was wonder what this new feeling taking over me was.
I sat there for hours. Then it finally hit me. You helped speed up the process of what was already happening to me.
You helped me ice over my heart.
This would of made me the happiest girl in the world if i could feel anything.
I'm cold. My heart is cold.
I will no longer feel.
I won't feel hurt.
I won't feel like crying.
I won't be happy.
I won't be sad.
I won't have any regrets.
I won't have or feel anything because I don't exist. You killed my soul.
This isn't me, this is you trapped inside hell. This is your mind.
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