I miss you Uncle Roy....

Shouting about all my fears,
When behind closed doors i cry red tears,
Behind closed doors I feel the pain
Behind closed doors i slit the vein
Behind closed doors I'd talk to him
Thats when my frown would turn into a grin
I've never met a person i can be Myself around
No one like you can ever be found
When the day came that you had to go..
I found myself screaming No...pllz noo!
No one else could understand
He was always there lending a Helping hand,
Now theres no one to talk to
The only person i ever turned to was you
But now that door is closed
And another opens
I'm still happy though,
But like i promised I'll never let go
I gotta go..
But just so you know
The others have forgotten you
But i haven't
Your still with me in my heart
And i know we'll never truly be apart..