If i were dead.

Desperite to feel the blinding pain,
Wondering what others would do
If you werent there.

Would you be mourned
When you die from that fatal choice?
Or would they rejoice
Scream and make some noise.

What if i told you
Just this one time
that sometimes
i just want to die

the feeling of loneliness
is sometimes to much
it makes me desire
that true love match

someone to keep me in the light
someone who will put up a fight
someone to hold me tight
when i feel like dying at night

how should i go?
what should i do?
should i die or
stay and love you?

am i aslone as i so
often feel, or do i have more
than i once thought.

would you mourn me?
how would you feel?
if i were to die for real.