I hate that I love him
when he doesn't care
I hate that I love him
When I know he'll never come back here
To my heart.
I don't understand time has passed relations I've had
but still he's in the back of my mind.
Still he's able to keep me cryin
for something that was never to be.
I hate that I love him
he doesn't love me
he's not the one dwelling, aching,
drowning in misery.
He's gone on with his life
and I'm clearly not included
all I feel is rejection after rejection
for him I'm not perfectly suited
to love.
I hate that I love him
I've gone on with my life
I hate that I love him
all he gave me was toils and strife
Why can't I get him out of my mind
I've accepted life's changes
I know the clock won't turn back
No one can clear up months of hurt with fingers and a quick snap
I hate that I love him
but what hurts most of all is
I hate that I love him
but I don't hate him at all.
