I Tried To Believe, but You're Gone.

I wanted to think,
That I had moved on.
I tried to believe,
That life could go on.

Without you here,
Right by my side,
I’m scared and sad,
I feel you’ve lied.

You’ve taken my heart,
Maybe broken it too.
But do you ever think,
I’ll get over you?

I know I won’t,
Might as well not try.
I love you too much,
That I’d rather die.

Then see that you’re hurt,
Or see you’re in pain.
If I see you like that,
I might go insane.

You said that you’d email me,
But eh, no big deal.
You told me you’d call me,
But I get filled with fear.

Scared that you might,
Never call me again.
Or scared that maybe you,
Don’t even care about back then.

The times there were smiles,
The times there were lies,
The times that we cuddled,
As I looked in your eyes.

All that has changed,
Your love’s almost gone.
If I could just get it back…
Oh god girl, dream on.

I feel like it’s over,
That this is the end.
That me and you are through,
Boy, I wish that this was pretend…