So many guys after me
I dont kno what to do
I like one
But i like the other too.
I have mixed emotions
About one and the other
If they can combine as one
It would be more than they can offer.
I like one cuz he´s so romantic
The other is so sweet
I love the way the one treats me
And the other can´t be with me.
Maybe i have thease emotions
To try and forget the love of my life
I love him so much
But bcuz i was moving, we had to say our good-byes.
I felt so good with him
So complete and alive
I even started making plans for the future
Plans for our lives.
I cried every single night for him
More than i thought i would
Until i couldn´t take it anymore
And had to switch my view.
I was going into a deep depression cuz of him
And i wasn´t going to let myself do that
I had to go find some affection
Someone to control that.
The love i had for him
I needed to set it free
Because apperently
He wasn´t feeling the same for me.
He still calls me every once in a while
And everything is great
Until the end of the conversation when he says I love you
All my emotions and memories come rushing back
And i´m lost all over again.