I KNOW…I HAVE…

by Drugs && Hugs   Mar 8, 2005


I have looked at those pills.
I have seen that gun.
I know the perfect tree.
I have written all these letters.
I have scars all over.
I have seen my self fall.
I have seen you watch and laugh.
I know you don’t think I will.
I have given up on life it to hard for me.
I know you think I’m scared, but its life I fear.
I know how much of the meds it would take.
I have left you alone.
I know where the knife must go.
I know the song I would listen to last.
I know the Devil calls my name.
I know I am not afraid.
I have given you one last hug.
I know you think I give up easy but you try and be me.
I know you have tried to help but please give up now.
I have drunk that entire vodka, and done all that weed.
I know you will cry.
I know it dose not seem fair.
I have to give in.
I know what I want.
I know what I will get.
I know today will be the day I get away with DEATH!

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  • 19 years ago

    by Clown

    suiside, the friend that dosent want to help you. good poem, and if you where serious then i feel sorry for you. suiside is running away from your problems, and though you dont want to amit it, you are afraid. afraid of confronting your worst fear. what that is is beyond me. it could be something that is uderstandable, like a family members death, or something has stupid has being rejected by a boy. your only 13 and yet you suffer to this point. amazing, i started earlier, but hardly anyone contenplates suiside at 13, normally it starts at around 15 or 16. good poem, i give it a 5

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