suiside, the friend that dosent want to help you. good poem, and if you where serious then i feel sorry for you. suiside is running away from your problems, and though you dont want to amit it, you are afraid. afraid of confronting your worst fear. what that is is beyond me. it could be something that is uderstandable, like a family members death, or something has stupid has being rejected by a boy. your only 13 and yet you suffer to this point. amazing, i started earlier, but hardly anyone contenplates suiside at 13, normally it starts at around 15 or 16. good poem, i give it a 5