The brick wallls in front of you

He's been head butting brick walls
for so long that
he must still be dazed
because he doesn't notice
I'm standing right next to him
with no wall in front of me
he's starting to realize
that no one could give him more love than me
and it pains me to know
that you don't love me back
and you probably never will
you're falling out of my reach
I've held on to you for so long
never wanting to let go
because there was always that
tiny sliver of hope still there
stuck in my side
its the only thing that holding me on to you
otherwise i would have been so gone by now
with you eating my angry dust
but I'm stupid enough to stay
i want you so bad
and it hurts knowing that i can't have you
but even if you reject me time after time
the sky is the same as it is today
and it continues on to where you are
and you're a beautiful thing
and i think its a good thing for you too know that
you are the only reason i am still on this wretched earth
still crying and weeping
and still hoping
that you're head will stop spinning
and you'll turn around
and see me
and finally notice that i was there for you all along...