Die in your arms

This happiness I felt with you,
It seems so far away.
The salty tears of joy I cried,
Seem so yesterday.

Just one false move and now your gone,
You left me here, still all alone.

I'm cold without you and your warm touch,
I didn't think it would hurt this much.

I know, you know,
That I'm the one to blame.
The game you saw me play with him,
Look at what its done to me, I'm so ashamed.

This love for me that gave you power,
Ruind my happiness, in less than one hour.

I told you all about this a long time ago,
You didn't believe me, but now you know.

This is what I am,
A monster in disguise.
I ruin peoples happiness,
I'm the one they all despise.

This is no gift, only a curse,
The pain that you feeling, could be so much worse.

Its good that this is now, instead of being then.
Our love, I know, was all to short, who knows what could have been.

The question I asked,
The one that made you cry.
Told me all I need to know,
How I want to die.

Safely there, In your arms, I would slowly slip away.
Safely there, In your heart, I know my love will stay.