Why Don't I Belong??

Why do i feel like I don't belong??
like I have no reason to live
and I have nothing to give.

My lifes like a roller coaster ride
the turns, twists, curves, and whips.
and it\'ll throw you off if you don't hold on tight.

My lifes a mess theres no one near, I feel like I'm screaming,
yet nobody hears.

My lungs wanna burst, my heart keeps racing, yet everyone just keeps on pacing.....back and forth...back and forth.

Guys all ignore me, they say I'm a s.l.u.t I feel like I'm in a deep hole or a rut.

People say I'm not good enough I'm ugly as can be. yet I can't help it I mean.......I'm me.

So for everyone who hates me or thinks I'm ugly as h.e.l.l I have one question....though I wanna yell....I say....Why Don't I Belong??

Why can't you bring me up? Instead of tear me down....why can't I be called pretty instead of the other way around??

I hate how I'm treated and the way you me feel. I hate all that stuff and this is for real.

So please answer me this for I don't have long....really Why Don't I Belong??

~~!!**!!~This is to all the guys at school who make me feel like crap especially this one i really like treats me like crap and is really mean but the one i kinda like is pretty good and when he is being mean he's usually joking but the one that i don't really like is a big jerk but funny and this nerd is awful~!!**!!~~