Almost

Out of Us i was...

Almost the happiest
Almost the smartest
Almost the prettiest
But it wasn't me

Almost the funniest
Almost the fastest
Almost the best
But it wasn't me

First to mature
First to cut
First to be sure
Life holds no ifs or buts

First to lose ignorance
First to lose friends
First to lose her sanity
And wanting life to end

Still the only one to cry this way
Wonder when it ends
Wait for the day
That death begins

Still the only one to understand me
Make changes nobody See's
Believe my beliefs
To know that I'm alone and always will be

Because... theres only one me