Not Even A Goodbye

by JustAFoolInLove   Mar 9, 2005


I feel guiltier than ever
All these bad memories repeat
I envy the lucky feather
For being so light
As heavy as I feel tonight
I know I’ll get better
But I’m now in a fight
With my tear-bleeding eyes
I just can’t close them
To my own little world
One that needs to end soon
Before it slyfully escapes
It lives within me
But I’m not sure how
Such a bright, happy soul
Can encase a being so dark
I promised I wouldn’t
So cutting is out of the picture
But other things are at hand
I bite through my fingers,
My wrists, and my palms
And wonder quite deeply
If others share my sadness
I feel so unhappy
And want, maybe to die
And then I feel guilty
Of how cowardly I am
For wanting the easy way out
For wanting to leave
Abruptly and sudden
Without saying goodbye

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  • 18 years ago

    by Just Sierra

    Hell.I know that you're alright and this poem is old, but god....it got me thinking...

    Don't you EVER! EVER! EVER EVER EVER EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Leave this world without telling me goodbye. Don't you do that to me.

    Because all the pain you have ever felt in your entire life all bundled up would not ever EVEN Compare to what you would do to me.

    And I wouldn't even wish that on my own worst enemy. I'm pretty sure you wouldn't either.
    So please...don't do that to me.

  • 19 years ago

    by JustAFoolInLove

    i'm not leaving. i dunno why i wrote that poem, i dont feel like that. ty, tho!!
    *Zac*

  • 19 years ago

    by LoÑ£ly♥P!rÄτΣ

    omg zach...that made me cry. You cant EVER leave! Ever! I would die! and look at all these other chiks who would too. Please dont ever think about it...it would kill Zach...
    Luv,
    Katie

  • 19 years ago

    by troubled

    u cant leave zac. u always tell me i cant leave so u cant either. n like u said "if u leave than i will 2" so u cannot leave!!!

    luv ya,
    *jen-jen*

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