Blind, again

Words hurt.
They bring me such pain,
How did I ever believe,
Believe what you were saying?

All those lies.
Why couldn’t I see,
That you were the worst
Worst one for me?

I loved you,
And I thought you loved me.
But I couldn’t see that we,
We weren’t meant to be.

That look in your eyes,
Watching it fade.
I should have left but instead,
Instead I stayed.

I have made mistakes.
And now I see.
That you never,
That you never loved me.